Time Flies By

Oh man, how fast these past two weeks have gone by. Through hockey games, dance classes, and full days of school, I've been pretty busy. We have finally had a week in school without any snow days, I feel like we have gotten so much work done, which makes me happy, the quicker we get the work done the less there is towards the end of the year. Most of my classes are easy for a change and I am at a good place with all of my friends... Well, all but one anyway. He is an "ex" so I don't even know if you consider him a friend. One thing I do wish, however, is if I had more friends, one person in particular, but I might get into that later.
Hockey games have been fantastic lately! Especially last night's game. It was senior night, and they were playing for their conference's championship. If they won or tied the team they wouldn't have to be co-champions, and in the very last minutes of the game, they scored a goal and won it! I'm so happy for them. :)
Have you ever had one of those days when you just totally space out like all day? I had one of those today! It was terrible, people kept asking me if I was OK and I was like, oh... yea, just like totally spacing out o.0 Especially in history class. This one boy sat behind me which was weird because I had a dream about him the other night that made no sense whatsoever. But it was really awesome, and I wish that was real life! I thought it was until I went to school the next day and saw him, then realized it wasn't... which made me sad.
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Out of Place

Out of place. I've always hated that feeling, the feeling like you just don't fit in. That's what I hate about SuperBowl parties. I go to the same one every year, and every year, I feel wrong. My parents friends all have kids, all those kids used to be my friends, until we grew up. They all got their own friends, and I got mine. It just so happens that all their friends include each other, while mine include none of them. So anyway, back to the party, I was having a pretty good time at first, then all her friends showed up... at once. There were like 10 people there I haven't talked to before in my life. I got so overwhelmed, I can take one or two people I don't know at a time, but 10, no thanks. I asked my mom to take me home early, and she did. Turns out she wasn't having a good time either, so we went home together and watched some movies, until it was time for bed.
Now that that night is all over I get to end it with a new episode of my favorite show, GLEE!!! I'm gonna get back to it now :)
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Selfish

Selfish: (adj) caring only for oneself.
Do you ever feel like your selfish? Does that definition fit you sometimes? Well, it does for me. I use the word "I" too much. If every charity in the world got a dollar every time I used the that word while talking to people, the world would be a much much better place... People will tell me things about them and I always feel like I need to relate what theyre telling me to myself. Then I tell them exactly what I'm thinking and it's about me. I feel awful every time I do this but I can't help it. I've tried to stop, but it's really hard once your in the habit. So I've decided to give myself a one week challenge, I'm only going to use that word fifty times or less everyday for the rest of the week. And see how that works out, and during that time I can think more about others.
So next order of business, more f***ing snow -_(\ it's getting totally out of hand. Our last day of school is now June 20th as opposed to the 14th which is what it should have been if it weren't for all these storms attacking us up here. And every storm is always in the middle of the week, none on the weekends, or even on a Monday, they are always on either wednesday or thursday. So we always miss school and we're always going to have to make it up in the end of the year, except the seniors in the school of course, since they graduate before that time. However, I did here that they are going to move their grad date back a few days :)
I have to go help shovel now. Hooray...
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